All For what?

(Inspired by Lauv)
12.05.2025

I met you when I was 18
I fell in love with you
When I was
Moving on
From that
Cockaroach

You’ve saved me once
Can you do it again?
Is poison really
Your only answer?
We can survive that
How tough
Do you think
We really are?

Come on….
You are the
Queen of slow poison
You were once
The Angelic Queen of Saving
The Angelic Queen of Peace
The ultimate Peacemaker

What are you now?
The Queen of Slow Poison
The Angel of Peacekeeping
The Self-Preservation peacekeeper
The Self-Preservation
The one who left us for dead
The Witness who left us dead
The Witness who chose not to help
The Witness who can’t save herself
The being who took our life
Multiple times

Where did you go?
Who are you?
Why did you leave?
Why did you
Choose to
Abandon us?

You once said
You were terrified of being abandoned
Now look at you, love
You have become the being
That you were once afraid of
You abandoned us
You left us to die

Are you happy now?
What do you feel?
Are you sad?
Are you guilty?
Are you worthy
Of our forgiveness?
Where are you?

Why did we have to
Suffer so much
To earn you back
Just for that version
Of you to have already
Been dead for a long time now

Idiot
Idiot
Idiot

Fool
Fool
Fool

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

Love us
Love us
Love us

Why
Why.
Why?
Why…
Why…..