Cold Gentle World

Written on 10/17/2025

I loved your warm sunshine
You were so warm and nice
It was nice while it lasted
It was a good 6 months
Where it lasted like that

Then all of a sudden,
You turned harsh and cold
I wanted to leave
I wanted to run away
From this coldness you give me

All of a sudden,
You could no longer give me sunlight
You could no longer be warm and nice
I always wondered why
I always wondered why you turned so cold and harsh

Everywhere else I went,
They were violent and neglectful
Yours were simply less violent than others
I came back to your cold and harsh world
I would have endured any coldness from you

Even on the extra harshness on some days
Some days, you would push me away
That would be absolutely cold
But it’s okay, I’m used to the cold
I’m used to people being warm
Then suddenly being cold

My heart still yearns for you
Even if you don’t come back
Even if you are the coldest being alive
I will desire your cold, gentle world
I know I should be in a warm, nice world
But I still yearn for your inauthentic cold world