I’ll Always Come Back to You

11.26.2025

My feelings for my
Favorite person
Has always been
So damn Aggressive

The only reason
I was able to
Put on a mask
Try my absolute best
To give you the gentle
Love that you desire

Is simply because
The amount of love
I have for you is
So much than
What an average
Human body
Can hold in
Terms of Emotions

The fact that I have
A mood disorder
Does not help
In making this
Easier for either
You nor me

I give up
I give up
I'm tired of
Putting on
A mask
for you

I tried really hard
To seduce you
It didn’t work
No matter what
I simply did
Nothing worked

Everyone keeps on
Telling me that I
Deserve better
It’s been years
I’m exhausted
Of trying to find
Someone new

Just allow me
To suffer
If loving someone
For 4 years one-sidedly
Is unhealthy for me
Allow me to just
Drown in the one-sided
Feelings

I’m exhausted
I’m tired
I can’t fight anymore
I can’t do it anymore
I can’t rest properly
I’m forced to wait
To get the treatment
That I would need