Our Tragic Ending

Written on 10.21.2025

In another lifetime, could we have had our peaceful resolution?
Could we try again for a peaceful ending?
I got triggered thinking you were a threat
A shame that trigger pushed you away from the door
You left and locked the door
Leaving me to not lash out at you at last

That was definitely on me
You are not the only one who is seen as the enemy
I was also seen as the enemy by you….
It is hard to be logical when all I see is red in my own eyes

A threat, an enemy that I must destroy
It will take multiple attempts to even allow me to not realize that you are a threat
You will need to be comfortable expressing your anger at me if we want a peaceful resolution
I have the right to fully express my frustrations at you
You also have the right to fully express your frustrations at me as well

This is no easy job to communicate directly and properly
Especially when we speak different languages, which may take some time to translate
That does not mean translation is impossible
Translation is more than possible
Translation between both parties takes effort and time

My aggressive actions in which I felt threatened
Have caused you to run away in fear from me
We do not have the same defense mechanisms
I will confront and directly fight the problem
Meanwhile, you will distract yourself
Withdraw to a safe space to solve the problem
For that, I regret my actions in acting emotional

I do not wish to give up on the possibility of a peaceful ending
If it is possible once more, when we are on the same page….
I will gladly attempt a peaceful ending again
This story of ours has not ended
I truly believe our story is still missing some pages
Its ending has not truly happened yet
I will yearn for the ending until I possibly can’t anymore