Repairment

11.28.2025

I am fully aware
Of my own consequences
However, my desire to
Be by your side at any cost
It is so strong that..
I am more than willing.
To repair it at any cost

Even if our relationship
It's a broken cup of glass
Where the pieces are all
Missing.
I would still choose to
Find all of the missing pieces
Like it’s a puzzle to me
Even if the puzzle pieces
Are small and
Hard to find

I still strongly desire to
Find those missing
Puzzle pieces and
Somehow attempt
To simply pick them up
And put it back together

I am fully aware
Our relationship
Has been broken
In terms of trust
A long time ago

A strong part of me
Still longs for you
Regardless of
What happens

I know
My emotions
Can be
Overwhelming

Technically speaking,
You are a victim
To being my
Favorite Person

Unfortunately,
You may deal with
Huge Highs
Huge Lows
Huge Love
Huge Hate

That’s just
Unfortunately
How my
chronically
Ill brain
Works

I’ve tried
Countless
Times to
Repress
It and I
Just
Fail