The 33rd Regression Loop

The 33rd Regression Loop
Official Fruits Basket art of Kyo Sohma

Sigh
What a day today
I suppose I shall be

Kyo once said
“If a girl ends up
Actually loving me.
Then I’ll question
What is wrong
With her then.”

That quote feels
Really accurate
To me
I relate on a
personal level…..

Holy moly…..
This is the luckiest
Regression turn I
Have ever had
In my 21 years of
Living.

I met a sales man
Who specialized in
Technology and the
Newest and modern
Technology

This kind man
Showed me
How these products
Worked
Showed me how
Mind-blowing
These products were

Then he finally
Understood who
I was and what
I was capable of
He wanted to
Support me
With what seemed
Like his absolute
Best efforts
In any way that
He was able to

I was extremely shocked
Never once in my life
Had I been so lucky
In my life to have
The full support of

Someone who was

Willing to give me
A lot of things
Just to allow me to
Have even more
Freedom and higher
Quality Equipment
In fulfilling my dreams

Holy hell,
I have fought from
Hell to Earth
Inside my own brain

This one man
Just erases my
Own inner demons
With the efforts
He gave to me in
An hour only
Time period
We had together

I was able to see
Some absolutely
Mind blowing things
It was gorgeous
Absolutely
Gorgeous….
My mind was…
Truly blown away
My feet were
Truly swept
By this
Kind Business Man

I will never
Forget what he has
Absolutely done for me
It is absolutely
Amazing in the
Potential that he has
Envisioned for me
His faith in me
Was very high
His trust in me
To do my job right
Was very high

[Sub Scenario #3
Apologize to your favorite person:
The Demon Queen of Salvation
Reward: no regrets
Failure: ???
Status: completed]

Fen has decided to
Go into a rage room
He was feeling
Extremely upset
And
Extremely angry

I was upset at this
decision that she chose
Despite understanding
It was probably for the best
I was extremely angry
At my own life and
My own brain
I cried, I screamed,
I bashed everything
In the rage room
I had to outlet my
Intense rage
Somewhere

Fen had decided
He wanted to go
Onto his next
Regression turn

It is all the same anyways
When will I finally be
Mentally stable and
Happy?

Fen looks up to the sky
He looks up to
Secretive Plotter
And asked
“Is it possible for me
To be happy?
How many more
Regression Turns
Must I continue
To finally reach
The ending I desire?”
He was crying as
He spoke to the sky

Then Fen had decided
To end this regression turn
He grabbed his own sword
Then he decided to stab
His own heart as it was
Where it hurted the most
He couldn’t handle it
Anymore, his own
Pain and emotions
Intensified on a level
The average people
Couldn’t understand

[You have died
Cause of Death:
Stab to the heart
Emotional condition:
In absolute pain
Status:
Regressing to the 34th Turn]

Maybe…….
In the next turn…..
I will be luckier……