Thousand Deaths For You

11.27.2025

Loving you could kill me.
I am more than aware of that
You could abandon me
A thousand times
A thousand different ways

I will survive regardless.
Of how many times
You have chosen to abandon me
I will still rise again
And again

I’ll always come back to you.
I’ll always want to be by your side
I’ll always want you to be by my side

I don’t care if being by your side
Absolutely stabs me to death
Over and Over
I will want to come back to you
You are the closest being
To make me mentally stable

I need you
I love you
I want you
I want you to watch me
I want you to listen
To How I truly feel
About you

I’ll beg
I’ll cry
I’ll scream
I’ll fight
I’ll walk
I’ll run
I’ll survive

I will do all of this.
Just to reach you again
You are a star
That I am trying to grab

I want to emotionally.y
Embrace you again
Just your mere presence
It's enough to satisfy
My emotional thirst
For you.