Why Do I Still Miss You?

Written on 10/16/2025

Tell me, you foolish Princess
Why did we have to be enemies?
Why did we have to end up like this?
Why did I see you as a dangerous Siren?
You’re just a pathetic ghost
I tried to slaughter you

Believing that was the best way
For me to get rid of the enemy
You are the enemy
I am the hero
I am the one who gives myself the salvation
That you could not give to me.

Tell me, you ghosting Princess
Why did we end up like this?
Did you see how close I was?
To embrace death?
Did you see the vision?
Or did you fail to meet my vision?

Tell me, Princess
Why did our world end up like this?
Why do I still yearn for you?
Why do I still want to reach for you?
You’re like a distant star I can’t reach
You have no desire to give me what I need

I hate you,
I love you,
I need you,
I don’t need you,
I want you,
I don’t want you

Everything I could ever possibly feel…
I feel it all through you, Princess
Tell me, Princess
Why must our battlefield
Be so aggressive, harsh, and cold?