You Left Me To Die

Written on 10/12/2025

I didn’t know how to save myself
I told you everything
You left me to die
You only cared for yourself
Have you ever thought of me on our battlefield?

Have you ever considered how I truly feel?
Did you seriously fail in seeing how injured I was?
Did you leave me to die again?
Just like you did 3 years ago?
On the same battlefield.

I had to wear the perfect mask
Pretend I was in good condition
Pretend I was perfectly healed
Pretended like you weren’t constantly stabbing me
Pretended like my wound caused by you was healed
Pretended like we weren’t on a battlefield anymore
Pretended like our haven was perfectly secured

I tried so hard to make it secure
Why didn’t you do your job?
Why did you fail me?
Why did you leave me to die?
I did my job as your soldier
I served myself as your soldier

Oh princess,
Why did you leave your knight to die?
You ran away from the battlefield
I thought you were a princess who could fight with me
I was wrong, I feel betrayed by you
You were once a princess to me
Now you are a monstrous Siren to me
I see who you truly are, princess
You are a monstrous Siren.

You sucked all my energy
You left me to die
You prayed others would rescue me
You thought I was the same monstrous Siren like you are
You prayed that I could save myself

Did you truly not know what happened to me?
Did you lack the knowledge that I severely neglected myself?
Because I spent all my life being a soldier to others?
I spent all my life being a soldier to others.
I spent all my life saving others.
I was taught to never save myself in the process
I lost myself in the process.

You left me to die alone.
You left me to die on this battlefield alone.
You failed to do your job.
You left our haven in ruins.
You ran away; you are a coward.

I was stabbed by you,
Frontwards, backwards, sideways
In all ways, all different types of stabs
It was worse than the other Siren I fought with
You didn’t just stab me directly
You slowly poisoned me
You injected your venom into my blood
Seduced me into thinking you were the kindest princess to exist

Then one day,
You left me to die
You injected all your venom into my blood
I fought back, complained about your venom
You ran away, scared of me
Scared of your victim, your personal soldier
You ran like the scared princess you were
You left me to die on our battlefield
You left me alone on our battlefield
You ran away

You didn’t care if I was dead or alive,
You ran away to protect yourself
You left me severely wounded
Gave me a bandage that was barely enough
I needed to be hospitalized
You offered a small bandage
Then left me to fend for myself

Then one day,
You returned to the battlefield
When I was already accustomed to fighting on my own,
Without you.
You tried to fight back,
I didn’t allow you to do so?
Do you know why?
Because it was a one-sided battle
I was the only one fighting
You ran away like the coward you were
Leaving me to die,
Leaving me to fend for myself

I hated you
You betrayed me
You don’t deserve to speak with me
Not after what you did to me
You poisoned me with your injections
You barely acknowledged the severe wounds you left me with
Then you ran away, thinking our battle was over
You are a coward
I am severely ashamed of myself,
For serving a princess like you
Who is disguised as a monstrous Siren.